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@@@@@Sometimes even with the Jews in Europe I
@@@@@Sometimes even with the Jews in Europe I don't know why we're fighting He reread what he had written, and then crossed it out violentlyBut he sat there for a minute or two with a cold fearHe realized it suddenlyHis confidence was gone, and he wasn't sure of himselfHe hated all the men with whom he lived and worked and he could never remember a time in the past when he hadn't liked nearly everyone he knewGoldstein held his head for a moment, and then laboriously began to write again"I have an idea that is pretty goodMaybe we should try to do some work with the junk yardsThere is lots of things they have there that need only a little welding to be able to work even if they don't look so good
Wilson was getting restlessHe had been sitting in one place for several hours now, and his mood of contentment was beginning to lapseHis drinking sessions always followed a similar pattern: for the first few hours he would feel happy and benevolent, and the more he drank the more superior he felt to anyone who was not drinkingBut after a time he would feel a need for some external excitement and he would become bored and a trifle soberHe would fidget, become a little agitated, and then abruptly he would leave the bar or the house where he was drinking, and wander away to accept whatever adventures might occurMany times he would wake up the next day in the bed of a strange woman, or in the gutter, or on the sofa in the parlor of his small frame houseAnd rarely would he remember what had happened to him
Now he emptied the last few drops of the third canteen and sighed noisilyHis voice had become very thick"What in the hell are we gonna do now, men?" he asked
Croft swayed to his feet and laughed againHe had been chuckling to himself all afternoon"I'm gonna sleep," he announced
Wilson shook his head, and leaned forward, holding Croft's leg"Sergeant -- Ah'm gonna call ya sergeant 'cause you're so goddam chicken -- sergeant, you got no call to be hittin' the sack 'cause it ain't even gonna be dark for an hour yet, maybe two |